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23 September 2010 @ 09:05 pm
Hello fellow LJers. Just tossing up an entry for once, just felt like it.

Saw Charlie St Cloud with Stacey today, was fun :) Oh man, that movie..I dont know what it was about it, but it was so beautiful. It was shot beautifully, as a filmo i'm allowed to say stuff like that haha. I loved the story when I read the book, and after seeing it on the big screen I felt so..Mellow, and touched? It was just gorgeous, I loved it.

But it got me thinking. Do people always feel that way for things? Or do I just feel more then anyone else? Do I feel too much? I mean, what are you supposed to do with all that emotion? Pass it around? Put it in a little bottle and save it for a rainy day? Use it? Use it for what?

I just wonder sometimes if I feel too much, you know? And why. Because the way I felt after that movie, the way I see things, or feel after listening to a song that really means something to me, maybe just because it sounds beautiful, I know that other people don't feel the same for the same things, or sometimes even at all for anything. I have this teacher, at school, and I don't mean to sound stereotypical, or mean, but she's kind of a big lady, and rather rough, and I think she underestimates her own strength - and even when you ask her to stop hitting your arm, or just generally hurting you, she doesn't. Does she feel bad about it later? Does she even care? And just back to Charlie St Cloud - if I told her how much I loved the movie, how beautiful it was and how I felt after I saw it, would she feel the same? Would she feel at all? Or would she come to school the next day and tell me it sucked?

I dont know, I just wonder about these things sometimes, you know? Feelings, and stuff. I just dont understand how some people can feel things, and some people cant, and also how some people understand, or pretend to understand, what other people go through, but then when they are faced with a similar situation, they act differently, like they dont understand how much it means to the other person - like, example, someone can't go somewhere because they have to do work for school, but the friend just blows it off like it means nothing, like the idea that if they dont do this work, they might not get a job, or pass their exams. You know?

This might sound like it turned into a bit of a bitchy rant, but I swear it isnt, i'm just..Intrigued? Confused? Curious? Who knows.

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24 August 2010 @ 09:28 pm
Howdy to everyone out there that reads this, all one of you :P

So! To start off, sorry for not updating my LJ in so long, i've been busy with film school and honestly cant be bothered updating all the time :P But this week and next week is actually interesting so I figured i'd update before crashing into bed!

We're out on location for the next two days (day 1 was today) and then next week for 3 days too, filming a series of teeny tiny short films for our writer/directing students at school - it's our first time out on location as a big crew, the majority of the school is involved and we have guest tutors from the actual film industry helping us out in each department to teach us as we go along :) it's called Short Cuts!

I'm in art department, which for those who dont know, is makeup, costume/wardrobe, props, set dressing, etc..Pretty much, we make everything look pretty (or not pretty, depending what kind of film you're making!) and today we were doing four of the short cut films (same again tomorrow, and thursday) and my roles today consisted of HOD (head of department) makeup, HOD wardrobe, hair stylist, and HOD wardrobe again :D It was actually really fun! I was at the art department base all day so I didnt go on set very much, but I actually liked it better - less stress honestly.

I was up at 4.30am for a 6am call time to location, so that was..Interesting..Yucky wake up time haha tomorrow I get up at 5 for a 6.30 call time, still yuck, but i'm getting better at it. It helped that my fellow artie, and friend, Bec made me a coffee at around 8.30 :P

So yeah, I got a couple of photos but not many, will elaborate more on it as the days go on, and will maybe upload the photos here - or just on facebook for my one follower who is on my facebook anyway :P but yeah - started at 6, finished at 6, looooong day..But it's worth it, i guess, happiest i've been on a film set in a while tbh :)

OH! And good news! One of the directors i'm art directing for for these short cuts, Shana, she asked me if i'd be cool having my name put down as her art director for her big term 4 end of year project! Of course I said yes! Shana is a doll to work with, she's such a cool chick, I really hope she gets me as her artie, i'd love to work with her and make her term 4 look fantab! :D

Anyway, time to wrap up and go to bed, get some shut eye before another early start tomorrow! Depending how tired I am, I might update again tomorrow about my day, but we'll see :)


KiKi LaLa
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12 March 2010 @ 10:40 pm
HAI LJ! Been a while xD So yeah. School's pretty awesome, very filmy and very social. Got some cool friends, heaps of photos have been taken, all on book of faces :) Not much to tell really, just yeah..Cool stuff.

Anyway, Maria posted a meme so I nicked it, as you do. Fill it out, blah blah blah...

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What eye colour do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
33) Favorite and least favorite food?
34) Do you believe in God?
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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24 February 2010 @ 12:08 am

The first TEN people to comment in this post get to request that I write a drabble/ficlet of any pairing/character of their choosing. In return, they have to post this in their journal, regardless of their ability level.
Maria wins once more, making me post these memes on my LJ where no one visits >=/

Ilu really bb ♥

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18 January 2010 @ 01:22 am

Woo! I finally managed to suss out a new layout! It's The Vampire Diaries, for anyone who doesn't know out there =3 Probably will change it when Maria and I get together and mess around with it some more!!

And now for taggage. Got this from Maria, so figured I haaad to do it! xP

A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it."

1. I reference the hell out of movies and television - to the point where my dad starts getting annoyed about it xD
2. I kiss/wish goodnight to the five teddy bears on/around my bed, even though i'm nearly 20 lulz
3. I was very nearly almost kind of named after the epic Sarah Connor lulz. Sarah Connor = Linda Hamilton = Katherine in the tv show Beauty and the Beast = me nearly named Katherine when I was born. See? Very nearly almost kind of ;D
4. My favourite superhero is Superman. Since I was a four years old, maybe younger, i've always been a huge fan of the Man of Steel. I don't care if you think Batman is better, or anyone else, Superman makes me swoon more. He's just..He's Superman! xD
5. When I forget words, I replace them with new made up words, and hand/arm/leg movements ;P
6. I haven't mixed drinks (you know, like at places like Burger King when you can fill up your cup yourself and you mix stuff together?) since I mixed raspberry and coke, and proceeded to upchuck in my friend's dad's BMW when I was..10 or 11, I think. Maybe younger. [/embarressing]
7. It was my short term new years resolution for 2010 to update my facebook status while on a boat, to 'I'm on a boat'. And I succeeded. WIN. ;D
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07 January 2010 @ 02:19 pm



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07 January 2010 @ 01:49 am

Bleh. So. I want to change my journal layout, but with roadtripper666 in the states on vacay, i'm pretty much stuck with this one until she returns xD Not that i'm complaining, pink's..Cool.. xD

In other news! I start film school in three weeeeeeks ♥ all kinds of excited! Hopefully it should inspire me to do more vidding, my muse just sort of dumped me and walked out the door just before Christmas -_- she'll be back. Eventually.

So that's pretty much it, just felt like updating my journal so it wasn't totally dead. And show off my newly aquired Hatter icon.
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22 December 2009 @ 01:51 am

...10-ish hours. Depending on how fast Maria drives. ><;;;
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22 December 2009 @ 12:46 am
Dear Livejournal,


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17 December 2009 @ 02:16 am

So.. Yeah..I finally caught up with Heroes, and I sort of wish I hadn't. I mean, i'm glad I did, otherwise I would've never known what happened, but at the same time I wish I hadn't seen it. If you've seen the latest eps you know what I mean. I don't know, I'm just in that emo place after you see one of your favourite characters die. Yeah..Nothing more to say, just.. ;____; x1000000000000000000000000

Thar be spoilers.Collapse )

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